Monday, October 23, 2006

Bored

So here we are in the interim between being overseas and starting to work in Alaska. This is Callalily here and we're at my parents' place. Actually BearHunter is gone this week, he's doing a solo backpacking trip into his favorite fishing spot near Mono Hot Springs. I worry a bit about bears since it's late in the season and he's going alone. But he's never seen bears at this location in his previous 5 or so trips.

We have almost three months of this interim time, of which half has passed already. I find myself extremely bored some days. Cabin fever or something, I go crazy with nothing to do. We're out here in the hills of a small town, I don't know any friends to visit. And my parents work during the day, so I'm kind of stuck. My husband thinks I should be able to do all those things that I wish I had time for when I was working full time and oh-so-busy. But we're living out of suitcases and I don't have access to those things like scrapbooking materials, violin music, or a dance class.

Today I will start working on my continuing education to renew my pharmacist license. I need 30 CE's by the end of December. So far I have at least 6, but I don't have access to my file cabinet up here to check if I have any others completed and filed away.

Off to do some pharmacy reading thing,

Sunday, October 08, 2006

God's Will in Alaska


What's next in my life? What's God's will? Those questions are constantly pondered by many Christians, especially ones like us that are very serious about wanting to be missionaries. So, like others, we prayed about this. God led us to YWAM in New Zealand, now what? While we were in Thailand on outreach, we continued to ponder our future. We're beginning to internalize that God designs people with passions and interests and gifts SO THAT they use them, and find fulfilling life in the process. But we can't even imagine what sort of missions career would be "perfect" for our combined interests.

I was elated during our Thailand outreach to come across a webpage for a YWAM ministry in Alaska. As I read more and more I couldn't believe how perfectly it fit both BearHunter and I. It mentioned using fishing and sports as ways of reaching the community (both BearHunter's loves). And they have a First Nations school, which excited me very much. If you've known me awhile you might wonder why!

Both of us have planned on and dreamt of overseas missions work, like forever pretty much. For me it was going to be Africa and BearHunter had his eyes on serving in Papua New Guinea. When we married, we trusted God to decide between the two. As we discover more about ourselves, our gifts and interests, it's been hard to let go of our previous hard and fast plans. We feel like we'll be letting people down if we don't go overseas, because for so many years that's what we said we would do. But I have to be real with myself and with God. During the six month program in New Zealand, I realized that I do have a deep passion for the Native Americans. Perhaps from my few years living on a reservation after college. But I didn't want to be called to work full-time and forever there. It's a HARD place to thrive and minister. But I can't deny the compassion rooted in me. One of my Thailand teammates helped me to realize I just need to face it and do what I'm passionate about while I can. That's why I started searching for Native Ministries within YWAM. And upon finding the Alaska school with a vision to reach rural Arctic communities, I was hooked.

We continued to keep this discovery quiet and pray, waiting for confirmation that YWAM Alaska was God's next step and gift to us. We decided to make a careful visit and meet the staff we'd be working with and see how things are run. To make a long story shorter, it was an awesome visit and we decided we want to join their staff.

PHOTO:
While in Alaska, we visited some of BearHunter's college friends. This is her sending us off at the airport with some family and friends, including her newest baby.

Yosemite

We met up with CallaLily's family in September at Yosemite. However, only the two of us dared do any hiking. We all drove to Glacier Point to enjoy the view of the valley. Then the two of us hiked down 4 or so miles. It was a terrible trail, never do it downhill! I was wearing tennis shoes instead of hiking boots and slipped many times because the old trail used to be paved. Now, it is crumbled away concrete, covered with sand making it very slippery. The view was nice. I had to hold BearHunter's hand most of the way down so I wouldn't fall completely on my butt, after the first few slips. The park is still pretty busy after Labor Day weekend, but surprisingly I hardly heard our canvas tent neighbors after quiet hours. Two weekends later BearHunter returned to Yosemite with some church guys and hiked Half Dome in a day, the 20 mile route.